Missing Memories




I don't miss the good old days
They were bad in many ways,
I don't think about back then
Or try to remember back when.

When I recall, If I do at all
I remember me in overalls,
A shy boy in worn out clothes
And shoes with holey soles.

I hardly have happy thoughts
Of childhood lessons taught
By a devoted mother or father
To them I was another bother.

I never daydream of yesteryear
Or build air castles of parents dear,
Their love gathered dust on a shelf
While I doggedly raised myself.

I harbor no fond memories in mind
My tiny world was mostly unkind,
Hard knocks and poorness ruled
While I struggled to be schooled.

Birthdays and holidays when I recall
Weren't celebrated much at all,
I have no joyful memory, not one
Of Christmas morning fun.

I was Just a ragtag boy on his own
Wandering through childhood alone,
Trudging dirt roads kick 'in stones
Biding my time till I am grown.

Sometimes on a starlit night
As I stand bathed by moonlight,
My dreamers mind takes flight
But no fond memories bring delight.



©Written by: Kenneth J. Ellison 09-25-05

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