I've no hope for tomorrow
Only depressive sorrow,
I've sank lowest within
Depression's well again.
I try to rise from the pit
But cannot escape it,
It pulls me from the brink,
Ever deeper I sink.
My dark world will evolve
Into puzzles I can't solve,
I won't attempt this time
To understand my mind.
Colors of black is my days
Nights painted that way,
Dark is my mood of mind,
Life is wholly unkind.
Brooding I blankly stare,
Emptiness everywhere,
Nothing or no one's there,
I no longer care.
I drift in twisted fantasies
There are no realities,
Hated time slowly moves,
No thought that soothes.
I don't like you or me
That's how it must be,
For now I've no control,
You cannot console.
Despair shrouds with black,
Vainly I try clawing back,
The abyss is too wide,
I fall helpless inside.
For days I'll disappear
Then reappear here,
For awhile I'll be gone.
Please, just leave me alone.
"Degrees Of Despair"
Written by: Kenneth J. Ellison 05-03-06
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