I've no hope for tomorrow
Only depressive sorrow,
I've sank lowest within
Depression's well again.

I try to rise from the pit
But cannot escape it,
It pulls me from the brink,
Ever deeper I sink.

My dark world will evolve
Into puzzles I can't solve,
I won't attempt this time
To understand my mind.

Colors of black is my days
Nights painted that way,
Dark is my mood of mind,
Life is wholly unkind.

Brooding I blankly stare,
Emptiness everywhere,
Nothing or no one's there,
I no longer care.

I drift in twisted fantasies
There are no realities,
Hated time slowly moves,
No thought that soothes.

I don't like you or me
That's how it must be,
For now I've no control,
You cannot console.

Despair shrouds with black,
Vainly I try clawing back,
The abyss is too wide,
I fall helpless inside.

For days I'll disappear
Then reappear here,
For awhile I'll be gone.
Please, just leave me alone.


"Degrees Of Despair"


Written by: Kenneth J. Ellison 05-03-06

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